Dreams

"If this life is one act 

Why do we lay all these traps

We put them right in our path

When we just wanna be free 

I will not waste my days

Making up all kinds of ways

To worry about all the things

That will not happen to me." 

-Jason Mraz 

    For years upon years I placed things in front of my dreams, I would make up excuses and listen to the world. The fact that my dream is not going to bring in a lot of money, so I went with the doctor route. Then that was to hard for me so I drifted to nursing, since my mom and my grandmother were both nurses I already had a lot of that knowledge. But that did not settle with me either. After some other majors I settled on my final major, Non profit. I went so many days and nights. I wasted those times and hours in classes doing what I was not suppose to be doing. Finally I decided I was going to let go and fly free as a bird. I flew. Once I let go and let God in his arms open wide incased me in his loving arms. I am home. I am safe. Why have I left him for so long? He had always be there? I was free and now the hard road of my dream began. But God has provided SO much already. I am ALMOST done raising my money, I would not be here with out him, and the lovely people who have donated, prayed, and just been here by my side with me. 

"You can turn off the sun,

but I'm still gonna shine." 

-Jason Mraz 

   Everything seems dandy going great in life, got money, a good job, have stupendous grades in school all is right. Then BAM trajede interrupts your life, what are you going to do? My life has had a lot of those BAM moments but I have not stopped, I have just learned more and more from them. Lost support in my dream to go to Africa, twist and turns to getting there, and way before that in my life. But I have become more confident in myself and I lean on my powerful Savior in every situation. He is always there for me. He never leaves my side. So things can come, but I am still going to shine bright and not let them get me down. 

                    Do not let anyone or anything get you down in your life, be yourself. Follow your dreams and strive for your best. Get the negative thoughts out of your mind, and keep the positive pumping in your brain!